So this is way overdue, I have really lost all my blogging motivation, I've fallen out of love with writing and what I write and the way my blog looks, despite the recent makeover. I feel like it's the time of year, in Autumn/Winter my low mood/depression worsens, recently I've been really suffering with 'flat mood,' which is just such a horrible feeling that I cannot do anything to help. Ever since Autumn kicked in I've noticed it becoming harder to get myself out of bed on a morning again and want to do anything, all I want to do is lie in bed and rot away to be honest. It's extremely frustrating because I have no reason to feel like I do right now, it's all down to my brain chemistry which sucks- my personality is just gone. I literally do not even have it in me to force posts out of me, which I was considering doing just because I feel so rubbish I'm not blogging.

I'm definitley not saying I'm not going to post until Spring, I really will try and get at least one post out every two weeks- but it truly is extremely difficult for me right now, blog posts are the last thing interesting me. It's sort of 'too much,' I'm sitting writing this post on the verge of tears because I just feel so weak and useless and down. And y'know this has always been 95% a beauty blog, and to be honest I'm not even buying or wearing make up anymore because I can't be bothered, I'll be here in my onesie and fluffy socks until Spring.

A huge thank you to anyone who reads my content and supports it, I am so grateful. I HATE that I have to do this, if I had it my way I'd be posting great content every single day, but life gets in the way.

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